Birthday Bonanza

Day 282

Doug's cousins threw him a very nice birthday dinner today. I enjoyed spending my Sunday with cool, relaxed people and an adorable three year old boy.

Debbie and Sue made delicious ravioli for dinner, and we had ice cream cake for dessert, complete with birthday candles and singing. Doug opened his presents, and it was wonderful to see the happiness on his face. It made me feel happy too. We played Apples to Apples, which is always fun. I took that opportunity to bring up the picture for the blog since we were all in the same room, and I got the usual reaction.

"Oh no, a picture?"

"Wait, a blog?"

I should really stop springing this on people. Especially people I have just met. Just because I find it amusing to take pictures in which I look horrible or silly, then post them online and write about them doesn't mean everyone else shares my joy.

Doug indulged me, likely only because he felt obligated. Although a picture of me all alone in someone else's kitchen could have been kind of funny.I give a ton of credit to anyone who can put up with my shenanigans on a regular basis.

Girls' night

Day 281

Kristie was nice enough to invite all the hip hop ladies over for a fun get together. Pictured from left to right is Michelle, Kristie, Alex (the baby), Jenn, Jess, Hanna, me, Jess, and Allegra.

We started out the night with appetizers, girl talk, and a lot of laughs. Then we watched Kristie and Damien's wedding video, which was absolutely beautiful.

When it was time for cake, Allegra decided that it had to be someone's birthday. Since Allegra is 3 years and 3 months old, we told her that it was her 3.3rd birthday and sang to her. Kristie even broke out some birthday candles.

It was so great to see all of my friends from hip hop class. I had a lot of fun, and I hope to get together with all of them again soon.

Fashion statement

Day 280

I have never really understood the whole heels with jeans thing. I probably never will.

Chapped

Day 279

It's that time of year again where I have to start carrying around the Blistex. I'm already starting to feel my lips getting far too dry. I'm excited. Really.

Brrr

Day 278

Yeah, I'm going to need to invest in some new shoes for fall. It's getting a touch too cold for the open toe.

D's B-day

Day 277

Boyfriend has strep throat. On his birthday. I know how much that sucks because I had strep on my birthday a few years ago. I had to cancel my birthday plans in the city, and instead spent the night on the couch, watching cartoons and feeling completely miserable. So I tried to brighten for Doug what I know from experience is an awful way to spend your birthday.

He really liked his birthday present. I got him earplugs that he can wear when he has a show, and he seemed entirely pleased with them. Score one for me. The fact that I showed up with ice cream in hand probably got me a couple more points. He wanted to watch a Star Trek movie, and I agreed without hesitation. That's love. Sickness aside, I hope he had a nice birthday.

How much do you want to bet that I have strep by the end of the week?

Moody blues

Day 276

I'm in a foul mood today for no good reason. I feel sad, defeated, and very lost. I don't like the places my mind makes me go sometimes. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Oh my goth

Day 275

Doug and I haven't had a night out in a while. We were past due for some fun of the drinking and dancing variety. I had to actually push myself to get ready for the club. It was cold, and I have fuzzy sweatpants. But I was entirely happy that I decided to go out. There was awesome music, great bands, and a bunch of good people, some who I haven't seen in far too long. Tonight was worth every moment... and every dollar.

A new adventure

Day 274

People have told me for years that I should be a model. Flattered as I was, I always kind of shrugged it off. I never thought my looks were anything special. A little above average, maybe, but even that might be pushing it.

Maybe my friends finally got into my head. Or maybe I simply rediscovered my self-confidence. But for whatever reason, I sent an application and a picture to a modeling talent agency... who called me back the very next day.

I went into Manhattan to meet with them today. I was highly impressed - with the company, the people, the entire atmosphere. I knew right away that this was something I wanted to pursue.

I am holding in my hand a card that states I have an appointment to go back tomorrow for their final decision. So no matter what, I made it through the first round. I'm happy with that.

I feel good about how today went, and I'm excited for tomorrow. I don't expect to be the next big deal, but this is something I have thought about trying for a long time, and I think it could be a lot of fun.

Wish me luck!