A Bucket of Lame Sauce

Day 343

I didn't even get out of my pajamas at all today. I didn't have to, considering the fact that I slept until 6 PM. My sleep schedule is officially turned upside down. And I'm sick. And Doug's out of town for the rest of the week. Crankypants supreme.

Making waves

Day 342

I had been thinking about it for a while, but today was the day. I broke out the waver for the 2nd experiment with it. I think it came out better this time since my hair is longer, but I can't seem to get rid of the frizzies. My hair is probably so fried that frizz is its natural state. But I use leave-in conditioner, so what the hell? The only way I've ever been able to banish the frizz is to put a metric ton of mousse in it and scrunch, scrunch, scrunch. But I wanted the curls to look softer and more natural, so I thought the waver would do it. It sort of worked. I just need to figure out how to make the frizz go away. There must be some product that will work. Now to find it...

OMG!

Day 341

Ha! Just kidding. I'm not stupid enough to get engaged after 6 months again. There are some mistakes I actually learn from. After 6 years... or 6 decades... maybe. But even that might be rushing it a bit.

I just couldn't think of anything to write about today so I put on this CZ ring and took a picture. Who the hell could ever afford a 3 carat diamond this day and age anyway? I once knew a girl who said she would never accept anything less than 3 carats. I find that completely ridiculous, not to mention materialistic and shallow. I have small hands anyway, so anything more than a carat looks silly on me. So let's fix this picture.

That's better. My birthstone is garnet - it's sort of fabulous. I like wearing rings on my middle fingers. It's stylish, and it gives people something decorative to look at when I flip them off.

TV

Day 340

Luna and I watch a lot of television together. It's nice. We are watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer (third go-around, I think), and we're somewhere in season five. Luna has a crush on Spike, whereas I'm more of an Angel fan, but I kind of need to get over that. I have a shockingly strong crush on Giles, but I've always liked older men. Riley was okay, until he turned into a whiny cheating slime bucket. I'm glad he's in the jungle. Get out and stay out, jerk. Sometimes I'll call Luna "little bit" because that's what Spike calls Dawn. She likes that. She'll usually settle down to watch Buffy with me. She's okay with Dollhouse too, but Firefly doesn't keep her attention. And forget about Angel; that just makes her cranky.

Mushy mush

Day 339

This is pretty much how my entire existence is taken up these days. I occupy two residences and play musical cats. When I'm home, I cuddle with Luna. When I'm at Doug's, I cuddle with Loki. Two kitten snuggles for the price of one - sold.

Slow and steady wins the race

Day 338

I'm doing better today, but still with the icky blah meh feeling in the pit of my stomach. I'll flip this negative into a positive somehow. I just have to figure out what my next 7 or 8 moves will be, and then get a few steps ahead of that. Not too daunting a task or anything...

We saved each other

Day 337

Maybe it's because she's been through this with me before, but Luna knows the drill. She doesn't leave my side, cuddles and purrs and kneads. She licks away my tears, and then licks my forehead or the tip of my nose. Sometimes both. I just need the weekend to sulk, and then I'll pull myself together. That's the plan anyway, but we all know how bad I am with planning.

The terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day

Day 336

Really. Bad. Day. I'm not even going to get into all the upsetting and life-altering events that went down. I have no energy or motivation to expend on the blog. If you need me, I'll be curled up in the fetal position on my bed with a fuzzy blanket.

Comfort

Day 335

I'm depressed, but not too depressed to play video games. I put on Final Fantasy XIII today to pass some time. I started it over from the beginning because I want to level my characters differently this time around. My favorite character is Lightning. Snow is good as far as fighting goes, but he's a total egotist, and I can't stand that kind of person. I love Sahz because a baby Chocobo lives in his afro. Vanille is okay, and she's a great healer. I hate Hope. He's so useless. Maybe if I level him better this time around, he won't suck. Time will tell. I haven't gotten to the part where Fang comes in yet, but I do like her character a great deal. I'm enjoying the game thus far, and it zones me out so I don't have to deal with reality for a while. No wonder I played it so much when I lived with PXF. Distractions are good.